I just really ate horribly today. I am totally stressed out about one of my kitties. She now has some paralysis of her right side which started last night. She had this happen about a year ago, which the vet thought was a stroke. She said that Chloe would either get better, or go down hill. She got better.
I am really hoping that happens this time, but I have a very heavy heart right now. She is not in any pain, has eaten food and is purring, so as long as she is comfortable – that is the best I can do right now. I really don’t want to have to make the decision to euthanize her.
So, I just have been medicating with food. Granola, chocolate chips and pretzels. I know it doesn’t make me feel better, but it keeps me from crying at any rate.
I went out for a long run today to help myself – 4 miles. So at least that mitigates some of the damage.